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to the crazy planet of my mind
The human struggle, it's fascinating.
In the emotion (our feelings) we grip so tightly to the negative events which brought forth feelings of desolation, that we find no choice but to label the pain as our identity. Judgement is the killer. We are so busy judging ourselves for feelings of be unwanted, abused, neglected, not enough, so much so we spew it outward (often to the people we love the most). In most cases we are damaged in our youth… - The son who felt he was an unfit replacement for the inanimate sister before him… - The daughter discarded by her mother of birth… - The children deprived of their parent at an early age… - The sister who found herself in the wasteland of sexual abuse… We have LIVED through these stories and we wear the scars, deep with fibrous tissue… we wear them so openly, knowingly or not. I may not be the suitable person to preach because it took me 15 years to “lean out” of emotional impotence, but we must find a way to shed the skin of shameful sentiment. We are all in fact HUMAN, bleeding the same beet red blood. I have yet to meet a human without a heart. We must learn all encompassing compassion. For ourselves… for others. We are all wealthy of pain…` so, let try something different….
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Today has been one of the hardest days I’ve had in a very long time. It was uncomfortable and lonely, a day that in the past has been engulfed in laughter and surrounded by loved ones. Today was filled with solitude and discomfort…
I wish for nothing more than this emotional storm to pass, to look back and acknowledge all of those who influence the person I am to become. For beauty, honesty, loyalty and care to be at the forefront off all my relationships. I have been polluted with such pessimism, at this point it's most familiar to me… and all I have to hang onto…
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