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to the crazy planet of my mind
Today I had a revelation about my whole existence. I realized that I have been carrying the emotional weight of my mother. My rounded shoulders, limp from baring unprocessed sentiments, which were never mine to begin with. Of course, I own the stories that have morphed into great deceptions that have led me down a dark path of unworthiness. But today a brilliant release graces my spirit.
I was under a spell, a grand lie that my father never wanted or loved me. The reality is he did love me in the way he knew how… from afar. Protecting himself from the passionate, yet difunctional bond he shared with the woman I call mom. There is no fault here. I am not blaming anyone. However I am celebrating a gentle emancipation from the sorrow I have sustained for so very long.
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April 2024
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